It’s here and it’s Fabulous!

Well all this time I have been worrying about turning 30, freaking out about not having what we are all supposed to have by the time it arrives and look.. I am here.. I have done it! I have everything anyone could possibly ask for and being 30 could not be more fabulous. Clearly this whole event has been bothering me more than I cared to give it credit as I cant quite believe how it has actually turned out.
This time last year, I was in a horrible place. Just turned 29, single, no job, no money, extremely unhappy. I was drinking and smoking far to much, eating far to little and absolutely miserable about the fact I was in the last year of my 20s and had nothing to show for it (bar a pretty good backside and nice long hair!)

The ‘Race for a life’ was almost certainly on! This time last year I had 1 year left to get everything I was supposed to have. The holy grails of a 30 year old.

My god where was I to start?

First things first I needed a man. I am crap at being on my own. A man is definitely the most important thing.. and not just any man ..The Man.. My man. I needed to get my man back. After a series of extremely sexy encounters, some very wise words, lots of tears, a trip round the Inca trail and a very private blog, mission was accomplished. Love love love TICK

Next on the list was a little bit of responsibility. Being a grown up really does suck sometimes as by this point you have realised that responsibility means boring things like ‘You must pay your credit card bill’, and ‘atleast half of what you earn has to be spent of rent and bills’.. boring!

Now is the time to start getting some responsibility in a more fun way. I have always wanted a puppy. I am a grown up now. 30 is not an age to wait for your parents permission. Beautiful, perfect, black labradoodle puppy called Thomas. TICK TICK

With everything that has happened in the previous year (which i wont go into) I had let my consultancy business slip and had not much time to go before credit card said no! Time to concentrate. I remember thinking at this stage how much better you feel about yourself and about life when you have love in your life. My wonderful man and wonderful puppy were the best love anyone could ever ask for. With my new found confidence and a spring in my step business was soon back on track and is now rocking the Caz bar. (where ever that is? I have never known what that saying means but hey Caz bar sounds like a cool place!) TICK TICK TICK

All of a sudden life was back on track, I had love, I had confidence and the best 2 boys in the world.. what else is on the holy grail list? A baby perhaps?? Well…. TICK TICK TICK and TICK!

On my 30th Birthday. 2nd of Feburary 2009 I was exactly 15 weeks pregnant. I was surrounded by my wonderful friends and my fan-bloody-tastic family. I had my lovely puppy running around, my amazing man at my side and our new little addition listening from within to everyone (except me-boo) get very very dwunk.

… and the next morning I woke up in our lovely house (without a hangover) and smiled to myself.

Well done me.

Fabulous 30s here I am.

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